tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-90215492939816044372024-03-18T20:50:46.227-07:00Out Of Touch With RealityJanehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05815747879462037168noreply@blogger.comBlogger212125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9021549293981604437.post-74719829999667478042013-04-05T14:36:00.004-07:002013-04-05T14:36:47.356-07:005 Question Friday<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">1. Would you go to your high school reunion?</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana;">~ Yes. I don't talk to all that many people from either high school any more, but I would go to at least the 10 year reunion. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana;">2. What's something that you've recently splurged on; either for yourself or someone else?</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana;">~ My daughter's and I got bears this week from Build A Bear. My oldest and I picked out the Autism Speaks bear, while my youngest snatched the pink princess bear. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana;">3. How do you handle your child's fever?</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana;">~ Low grade - rest, fluids, warm bath, and a cool rag around the neck. Not low grade - all of the above and some Tylenol.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana;">4. What's the nicest thing to happen to you lately?</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana;">~ I would say the husband being super supportive and helpful. He has been sweet and very loving. It's been quite welcome considering how I've felt lately. I'm glad to feel like I have a great partner in life. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana;">5. What is your current favorite song?</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana;">~ That's a tough one, especially considering I like different things depending on what mood I'm in. Til My Last Day by Justin Moore is definitely one. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana;">You can find the questions for 5QF at: <a href="http://fivecrookedhalos.blogspot.com/">http://fivecrookedhalos.blogspot.com/</a></span>Janehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05815747879462037168noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9021549293981604437.post-4121706130728496342013-04-05T02:04:00.001-07:002013-04-05T02:04:48.646-07:00InsomniaI just wish I could turn my brain off or "pause" it sometimes. But no, here I sit at almost 3 in the morning. Unable to sleep due to pain, thoughts and worries about the new house, and mostly wondering what I can do to get my daughter the help she needs. <br />
The thoughts about the house are pretty small compared to the thoughts about my daughter. I've been fighting since October for her to be seen and receive a proper diagnosis. Luckily she's on the high functioning end of the spectrum and doesn't need certain services right away. But some services would be better than none at this point and time. <br />
I miss having a good night's sleep. I don't think 5 hours of sleep a night is truly the best for anyone. I'm tired of not being healthy. If it's not one thing, it's another. But what I hate most of all, is feeling like everything is out of my control right now. I'm trying not to feel like I'm having a breakdown, but I just wish I knew which doctor was going to help my baby. I wish I knew approximately when my house will be ready. I want to know if I will have a refrigerator and other necessities ready by the time we need to move. I wish I knew when my lungs will be better. Hearing the PA standing in for my doctor tell me it could take up to 6 weeks just aggravates me. Janehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05815747879462037168noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9021549293981604437.post-68153293377253961772012-12-02T13:57:00.001-08:002012-12-02T13:57:16.476-08:00Flying my white flagI hate days like this. I feel utterly defeated. It's drill weekend, so the children's routine is completely out of whack. <br />
They have been in their room almost all day, "cleaning." They cannot get along and my oldest is constantly tattling. Even if the youngest looks at her funny, I have to hear about it. The whining, the crying... I'm just so over it all. I'm having a hard enough week as it is, I feel like this is just added stress. I'm trying my damnedest to keep my sanity and they are just running me over, into the ground. <br />
Days like this make me wonder if I'm truly cut out for this stay at home mom crap. I don't feel like I can get ANYTHING productive done if I constantly have to play referee between these two. I'm burnt out, I'm overwhelmed, I want a break. But, even if a break does any good (for me) for a week or two, it will just go back to this. This feeling of complete and utter defeat. Janehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05815747879462037168noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9021549293981604437.post-61376958358357701522012-11-23T02:53:00.001-08:002012-11-23T02:53:05.823-08:00Insomnia Strikes... AgainNearly 4 am here, lying in bed next to my perfectly warm, sleeping husband. Unfortunately for me, I'm wide awake. I have a massive amount of crap running through my head. <br />
I keep thinking of all the things I need to do over the next few days. I am thinking about Christmas and how to prepare for that. But the biggest thing currently on my mind is being 2 states away from my family. <br />
My 89 year old grandma, the matriarch of the family has basically been classified as terminally ill with cancer and there really isn't much I can do to help or anything in any way from 2 states away. <br />
The recent news of the hospital's wishes for her to enter into a hospice and seeing her decline over the last year has begun to take its toll on me. Some parts are bringing up old feelings from when I went through this with my father. <br />
I think I need therapy again. I need to know how to cope with this. The kids are still so young, I'm not certain how it will impact them. I'm worried about my mother worst of all. Now and after my grandmother passes. My mom lost her father at a young age and it hit her hard. I cannot begin to fathom what this may do to her. So I think it would be best for everyone if I went back to see my psychologist. I need to figure out how best to help everyone around me and myself as we all grieve differently. <br />
Well, I think I may finally be going cross-eyed and would love to prevent my phone from landing flat on my face. Janehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05815747879462037168noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9021549293981604437.post-33185870030786777482012-11-01T23:34:00.001-07:002012-11-01T23:34:20.926-07:004 more days<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">I keep posting it on Facebook, but feel I'm beating a dead horse. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">I'm SO over this election nonsense. Obviously you vote for the candidate on a personal level of some sort, whether it's social, moral, spiritual, economic, etc. etc. reason. Either that or you just choose "the lesser of two evils." This is my second major election and proving to be my second difficult election. Being a Libertarian, I find positive things in both presidential candidates, but I find negative things as well. Whether you care to agree or not, given the circumstances, I believe Obama has really tried. Which, that's all a man can do, correct? I will give him credit for that. He appeals to me on a certain social level. Unfortunately, I find the social issues will not save our country. So, the fiscal conservative in me sees Romney as the type who may be able to fix things. Now, I don't expect anyone any time soon to actually fix our economy. It's so incredibly broken. Sometimes I wonder if our country/government just needs a complete "redo." </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Back to voting for a candidate on a personal level.. Another reason I would vote for Romney. I feel Obama has not listened to the voices of everyone. Granted, how is a single president supposed to listen to the voices of every citizen in the country. How is a God going to listen to every single prayer or request of the human race? On that personal level, I feel Romney would be better for our nation's military. I'm not meaning planes and weapons here, I'm talking about the actual people of our armed forces. Really, in all honesty, I would vote for Ron Paul if he stood a chance, but unfortunately he doesn't. I tend to feel Bush understood the needs of our service members and their families (or even the veterans and retirees) because he did serve in the military. Yes, I know Romney didn't, but I do think it should be a requirement in order to run for president. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Needless to say, I cannot wait for election day. I can't wait for this madness to end. With social media and an election season the truly ugly or ignorant sides of people do come out from time to time. And I don't mean everyone. There are a very SELECT few and most have already been removed from my news feed. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Anyway, you can take whatever you want from this post. But remember it is MY opinion and I'm not looking for a debate (and not just because I feel I may be wrong either), but because it is my opinion and I'm at least entitled to that. </span>Janehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05815747879462037168noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9021549293981604437.post-87266835819639441142012-09-13T22:28:00.002-07:002012-09-13T22:28:12.418-07:00XY chromosomes rock<span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I certainly can appreciate a hot bod. Especially if the hot bod is made up of long hair and nice muscles, tattoos are definitely nice, but not a must. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I love football season. I love going to heavy metal shows. I love being female, the one with the XX chromosomes! </span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">That is all, for now.</span>Janehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05815747879462037168noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9021549293981604437.post-13172048902927940402012-09-10T12:59:00.001-07:002012-09-10T12:59:46.595-07:00Actions speak louder than wordsThere is one person in this world I'd like to talk to the most right now and can't, because he's dead. <br />
I feel blah, emotionally detached, antisocial, maybe a side of depressed. I really didn't know come Monday I would feel like this. The same person who allowed me to enter into this "funk" is also the same person who tells me no one else can ever make you feel a certain way without your permission. Maybe not word for word, but same thing in as many words. I can't believe getting a tattoo would cause such a ruckus with certain relationships. At the end of the day, I know who is always by my side and accepting of me no matter what and that's all that matters. <br />
So, for the person not speaking to me right now: why??? I'm not a bad person. I live an honest and just life. I'm a good person, wife, mother, daughter, granddaughter. So what is it I've done throughout my life to make you seem ashamed of me at times? Yes, you say it's disappointment but really this isn't the first time something like this has occurred. Why is it that others can TRULY accept me for me but it seems you can't? I doubt you will read this. I may even end up deleting it, but it just needed to come off my chest one way or another. Janehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05815747879462037168noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9021549293981604437.post-14965498500140557392012-08-21T01:01:00.001-07:002013-03-17T22:27:08.300-07:00Lessons in life can be hardThere are times when I wish I was more girlie. Not totally sure where this came from, but I think the late time insomnia and medicine has a small something to do with it. <br />
I doubt my husband would truly mind if I was more lady-like. When we started dating, I wasn't especially girly. I wore make up and the occasional dress or skirt. But he married the Air Force, country girl from northern California. <br />
I used to get my nails done quite frequently. I actually love having fake nails, it just gets rather pricey from time to time. <br />
Honestly though, I just wish I was more girly a times. Maybe I will feel the opportunity will be more possible after I get to a decent goal weight. There are SO many cute clothes and outfits I don't feel like I can wear because I'm not physically appealing to myself. There's that saying about loving yourself before you can love others that comes to mind. Maybe if I felt more physically appealing to myself I will feel like I'm more appealing to my husband? <br />
He tells me I'm beautiful and loves me the way I am. But to be honest, I don't love me. Janehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05815747879462037168noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9021549293981604437.post-47803631745738790212012-08-19T00:37:00.001-07:002012-08-19T10:44:06.327-07:00Growing up... <span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Growing up is a fascinating thing to me. Watching my children grow is highly fascinating as well. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Yesterday I passed one of my old high schools, I went to two. And I started thinking about the wreck I was in my Freshman year of high school. I was riding with my boyfriend at the time as we were going out for a date. I am from a town of a few hundred people outside of Redding, CA which has a population of about 80,000. Anyway, we were traveling on the country roads on our way into "town" for our date. He didn't see the stop sign at the intersection of a country road and a very busy 55/65 mph highway. As we fly past the stop sign, I look out my window and remember this van coming very close to hitting me. I thought we passed it when, WHAM! The van hit the back of his jeep and tore the back hatch entirely off the vehicle.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Anyway, I ended up with a huge goose egg/bump on my forehead and a concussion. I was unable to play basketball for 2 weeks and I was slightly devastated. Of course I was more worried at the time about if mom was going to kill my boyfriend and missing a few games. I didn't kiss the ground everyday and praise a God that I was happy to be alive. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">It was a day or two later that the swelling began to go down, but 2 black circles emerged around and under my eyes. I was unaware that jokes had already begun around school. I had raccoon eyes, which was apparently quite humorous to my peers. But, what I remember the most is one particular joke going around about myself and how we ended up crashing. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">It made me think, hope, and pray my children never have to endure anything like what I went through as a kid. I'm mostly worried for Shannon since she is my special kid and like me in so many ways. I was already socially awkward and a chatterbox (surprise surprise). I never felt normal almost the entire time I was in school. I was pretty much picked on from day one and it stopped after I joined the military. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">As an adult, you begin to realize the personal struggles one endures on a daily, weekly, monthly basis, or at least I have. After my mom's house burnt down, she was basically homeless, with no bra, and no shoes. So she went to the store to buy items to replace those since she didn't have any. I'm sure she got stares and possible rude comments. But it's because people can be heartless and judgemental. We learn it at an early age and sometimes it changes. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">So, here I was 15 years old and being laughed at in school after dodging death. I REALLY could have died that day. If that van hit his Jeep in the wrong way, I could have died. And no one seemed to care. I think some of my close friends did. But people were too caught up in how to make fun of me than asking if truly was okay. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">It's been almost 10 years now, this November anyway. And this is still bugging me. I don't necessarily want or need to receive apologies from peers. But I just hope people learn from bullying someday and teach their own kids how harmful bullying can be. I've forgiven and forgotten. I know the truth that day. We were talking when he went through the stop sign, that is all. No funny business.</span> Janehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05815747879462037168noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9021549293981604437.post-35079846121431388792012-08-10T21:45:00.001-07:002012-08-10T21:45:04.108-07:00Glutton For Punishment<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Well, I am! Today I completed day 2 of TurboFire. It's the first of many days on a course to a better me. I forgot how much fun the workouts are, and how much I love them. Seriously though, as the title says, I must be a real glutton for punishment. I'm sore from my ankles to my neck. I want more! I'm back to being my old self, a workout/activity junkie. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana;">Tomorrow is my first rest day in week 1 of 9 in TurboFire. But I'm going to spend the morning of my rest day at the gym hitting tennis balls. TOTALLY excited for that. I haven't participated in any kind of sport since 2004/2005. Tomorrow morning the man who set up my membership is going to hit some balls in my direction and give me a rating. Once I have a rating, I can find a group to play with, I hope! Looking for a nice physical activity and hopefully I can meet some new people! </span>Janehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05815747879462037168noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9021549293981604437.post-41902388319984375402012-08-10T21:33:00.001-07:002012-08-10T21:33:04.551-07:005 Question Friday<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">1. Thunderstorms - love them or hate them?</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">~ Love love love love love them! My love for thunderstorms started at a very young age. One time I remember driving to an awesome spot in the northern California valley where we (my mom, dad, and I) could watch a thunderstorm one night. It was magnificent. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS;">2. Do your kids get back to school clothes?</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS;">~ Yes! I did, so why shouldn't they? My grandma and I always used to go shopping before school started every year. This year is technically my first "back to school year" as a parent. So, when my mother was in town, we drove up to Park City and went shopping.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS;">3. Do you golf? Do you watch it?</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS;">~ No and NO! I have no desire to watch it whatsoever. Now I'm not knocking the opportunity to ever play golf, I just don't feel an immediate need to do so.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS;">4. Showers or baths?</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS;">~ Showers. I don't like our bathtub enough to take a bath in it. Now, if I had a big, deep one like my mother's, I just might take more baths. Besides, it's hard for me to just relax. So I would have to read a book or be doing something while taking a bath.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS;">5. What's the strangest meal you ever ate?</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS;">~ Strangest? Hmm, not too sure. I'm a VERY picky eater, so there really isn't much of anything strange I will eat. I've eaten escargot before. That's pretty strange, to me anyway. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS;">The questions for 5QF can be found at: <a href="http://fivecrookedhalos.blogspot.com/">http://fivecrookedhalos.blogspot.com/</a></span>Janehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05815747879462037168noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9021549293981604437.post-68516290828563505612012-07-25T23:55:00.003-07:002012-07-25T23:55:57.677-07:00Why be discouraged??<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I found myself irritated today when I woke up. I was in a lot of pain, it didn't matter which way I moved in bed, I hurt. Due to that physical state, I saw no desire to get out of bed. My children were playing quietly in their room, I had my phone and iPad there. I was pretty much convinced I could lie there all day. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">But I didn't. After being awake for 20-25 minutes, I convinced myself to get out of bed. Found the willpower and I did it. A few hours later, I was still in a lot of pain and it had me really discouraged. I pretty much stayed on the couch until the husband came home. Wait, I take that back, 30 minutes or so before he walked in the door, I started folding laundry. And that's when it hit me...</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">A week ago, I couldn't even walk on my own. I still needed to be assisted when I walked. I was finally able to cook dinner tonight for the first time in two weeks. I'm still only 2 weeks post op on my knee as of Thursday. My knee can be bent almost comfortably now, even though I still can't sit Indian style. Another small improvement, I can cross my ankles when I sit on the couch now and I can cross my legs. That is something I haven't been able to do without pain in almost 2 months. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">So, when I get discouraged for not being 100% yet, I need to sit back and look at the small accomplishments. I've always been this way though, so it's hard to be any different. I'm my biggest (and worst) critic when it comes to some things. Today I was proud of myself for not completely beating myself up. Saturday was the first day I was walking completely unassisted. That was less than a week ago! I just need to keep exercising the way the doctor showed me; I need to keep getting up and moving, even if it hurts. I can do this! I just need to be my biggest fan or cheerleader versus critic. I can do this!!</span>Janehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05815747879462037168noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9021549293981604437.post-6460622615772161282012-07-21T23:10:00.003-07:002012-07-21T23:10:31.645-07:00So excited, I can hardly contain myself<span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Today, my mom and I went and looked at a gym I researched a month ago. I was waiting to go tour and talk to the membership director because of my upcoming knee surgery. Well, surgery was on the 11th and went great! Knee was actually in better shape than anticipated. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">This gym is AMAZING! It has 20 indoor/outdoor tennis courts, racquetball, basketball, free weights, machines, cardio machines, indoor/outdoor track, spin room, fitness classes, pool, spa, bar, and supplement/drink shop. Seriously, it has everything and more I've ever wanted in a gym.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Starting next week, I want to start doing the Wii Fit again and use a stationary bike (as suggested by the orthopedic surgeon). In the next few weeks, I'd like to get that membership going and get rated to play tennis at the gym's club. Once I start that, I would also like to swap out the Wii Fit for my TurboFire program. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I've lost 20 lbs so far with Weight Watchers and I still have about 25-30 more to go. Goal now is to lose and tone up. And I cannot wait to get started!!!</span>Janehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05815747879462037168noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9021549293981604437.post-74019950870207328272012-07-20T00:53:00.001-07:002012-07-20T00:54:06.717-07:00PS...<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">Just forgot something for the last post. Not only should one not tell people what to post and what not to post on social network sites, don't tell people how to live their lives either!!! </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS;">Things in life will only be a big deal if someone makes it a big deal. What's the saying, no use making mountains out of mole hills?? </span>Janehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05815747879462037168noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9021549293981604437.post-77322918015506279822012-07-20T00:36:00.001-07:002012-07-20T00:36:19.804-07:00Something has been on my mind<span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">So, once again I am fed up with the world of social networking. Remember a year ago or longer when I said social networking isn't the place for dating and such? Well, who am I to judge what social networking is for..? That's the main point I am getting at here.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I am beyond tired of seeing the constant pity parties, whining, self-loathing, beyond unintelligent posts I see on Facebook. The sheer stupidity of people never ceases to amaze me. But, I still don't feel like it is my job to tell someone what they should or shouldn't post on social sites. After all, that's what they are intended for. Also, I don't feel like anyone should try to dictate what myself or others do either. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I rarely take offense to things or become offended in any way. It is REALLY hard to shock me too. So, the other day this family friend wrote a post on Facebook. Voicing his opinion of what should and should not be posted basically. Also telling us, his "friends," there would be a "strike three" rule implemented. I'm pretty sure one of the examples he gave of things to probably not share on Facebook was semi directed at me. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">After I took my bandages and wrap off my knee (I recently had arthroscopic knee surgery) I took a photo and posted it to my mother's "wall." No big deal, I thought it would be easier than posting it on my own for everyone to see. Granted, it wasn't THAT gross at all. So, one of this person's examples was to not post recent surgery scars either. How could I NOT think that wasn't meant for me?? Well, maybe unless someone else had posted one that truly was obscene.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">It bothered me most of the night and part of the next morning. Who are we to tell others what they should and should not post? Granted I am somewhat guilty for complaining about things people "liked" on some random page and it still popped up on my wall. Thank you, friend, for "liking" the photo of the woman on the guy's shoulders in a towel. Said male was pinning the girl against the wall with his face into her crotch. Disgusting, and I didn't need to see it on my wall, and my 3 year old next to me certainly didn't need to see anything of that sort. But, I didn't go to that friend and tell him not to "like" or comment on that stuff because it would pop up in my feed. I just simply changed some settings. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Anyway, my point here is I shouldn't have to think before posting something if it's going to offend someone or cause someone to unfriend me. Really, it's my page, I will do with it as I see fit. If you don't like what I say or post on there, unfriend me. It's really quite easy and would save from any unnecessary drama or bullshit. With that being said. Rant over. Thinking it's time for bed. Until tomorrow, my friends. </span>Janehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05815747879462037168noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9021549293981604437.post-46580183043861586012012-07-06T20:38:00.001-07:002012-07-06T20:38:04.111-07:00Five Question Friday<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">1. Is love at 1st sight possible?</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana;">~ NO! Heavens no. Lust at first sight, yes; lust at first sight, no! </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana;">2. How did you choose your pet's name?</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana;">~ Easy, I didn't choose it. My husband and I battled over names for over a week. I don't remember how he came up with the name, but I eventually agreed. Thorgrim Doomhammer.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana;">3. What are you considering giving up (cable, home phone)?</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana;">~ Not sure if there's much of anything I'm considering giving up. If it came down to it, I'd give up the home phone. Or I would try to downgrade our cable, get rid of the movie channels.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana;">4. How much do you pay your babysitter?</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana;">~ 10/hr for our 14 year old babysitter usually. $5/each kid. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana;">5. How "young" is old enough to babysit?</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana;">~ When I was a kid, I believe the rule was 13. At 13, I was able to take a babysitting class at a local hospital. So, I like if the babysitter is 13 or older.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana;">The questions for 5GF can be found at: <a href="http://fivecrookedhalos.blogspot.com/">http://fivecrookedhalos.blogspot.com/</a></span>Janehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05815747879462037168noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9021549293981604437.post-64392210907889572732012-06-29T07:30:00.002-07:002012-06-29T07:30:40.848-07:005QF<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">1. What's your favorite childhood snack that you still eat as an adult?</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">~ No idea, I didn't really snack much. So I'm not totally sure how to answer this. One thing I absolutely loved as a kid was peanut butter on apple slices!</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">2. What food will you not eat the low fat version of?</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">~ Haha, there's definitely more than one!! I'm more into practicing self control of the good foods vs constantly going low fat.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">3. What's your favorite way to cool off during the summer?</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">~ Peach iced tea and a cold apartment!</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">4. What's your favorite summer read?</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">~ Anything? I don't have a specific book I read just during the summer. I'll read anything that looks good.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">5. What are you doing to stay cool during this awful heat?</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">~ Awful heat?? Oh man, this is a mild summer, haha. I grew up with 110-120 degree temperature. To stay cool, I stay hydrated, stick to the shade, and eat lots of fresh fruit!</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">The questions for 5QF can be found at: </span><a href="http://fivecrookedhalos.blogspot.com/"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">http://fivecrookedhalos.blogspot.com/</span></a>Janehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05815747879462037168noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9021549293981604437.post-35922081291285667742012-06-18T22:42:00.000-07:002012-06-18T22:42:14.629-07:00Day 3, Complete<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Day 1: Kitchen</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Day 2: Laundry</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Day 3: Bathrooms and all of the above. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I think I did pretty okay. Did toilets, front bathroom sink, litter box and swept front bathroom. I picked all the clothes and towels up in the back bathroom. Got a hold on laundry, did bedding, cooked meals, and washed all the dishes from today. I would say I'm fairly content with today's progress. This was all on top of helping out with my friend's 5 kids downstairs. She was admitted to the hospital early this morning and had her gallbladder removed this afternoon. It's 1130 at night and I'm finally getting a chance to rest a little more. Not sure what I have set as my goal for tomorrow. Maybe the dining room so we can eat at the table as a family again. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Growing up, we only ate at the dining room table once, maybe twice a year. Aside from that, it was the hub or store all for random items and junk. I seem to have carried on this trait from my childhood. So as an adult, I have always enjoyed sitting down and actually eating a meal with my little family. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">To some this may seem like some boring post about a housewife actually seeing to her housewife duties. To me it is something more. I'm attempting to hold myself accountable and keep track of the progress I make. I've been pretty happy lately as well. Maybe my sense of accomplishment, or lack thereof, really does affect my mood!</span>Janehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05815747879462037168noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9021549293981604437.post-69027441408068949402012-06-17T22:02:00.002-07:002012-06-17T22:02:10.196-07:00In Touch With Reality?<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">I think so... </span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">Reality has sunk in, mostly. I've been injured since May 24th. I saw the orthopedic surgeon this week and he's almost 100% positive it is a torn meniscus. To what degree, we are still unsure. I will most likely have an MRI done this week. My next appointment with the doc is on the 28th. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">I left his office fighting back tears. There is so much I'd like to do and so much I'm still trying to do. I have 2 great tennis rackets and now have the ambition and the funds to join a local tennis club. That will now have to be put on hold. I wanna do awesome things with my babies this summer, and those plans will have to be temporarily put on hold as well. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">The self pity party started back up again Thursday night at the Toby Keith concert and continued into last night. No more! I have decided there is no time better than ever other than now to carry on my weight loss journey. After all, I started this voyage without clearance to do much physical activity due to my asthma. After talking to 2 really awesome friends, I've decided to stick with weight watchers through to recovery. One friend made a very valid point tonight that my recovery will be MUCH easier if I maintain my healthy diet. So that is just what I'm going to do. I will still try to be as active as my knee and doctor allow, but I will not break myself worse than I already may be. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">Also, I have about 2 1/2 weeks before my 6 year old returns home from grandma's house. She brings such joy to my life and I can't wait to have her back. Needless to say, my housewife skills have been less than stellar over the past few months. So, I would like to use these 2 1/2 weeks of just having one child to my absolute benefit. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">For the last 2 days in a row, I've picked one larger daily task. The first day was the kitchen. I got all the dishes done and decluttered most of the counters, it was definitely an improvement. When my knee said it was time to quit, I did, and still felt a sense of accomplishment. Today, my task was to get all caught up on laundry and de-clutter some of the random clothes strung about in my bedroom. I was folding clothes from about 10/11 am until about 9:30 tonight. I even made a wonderful steak and potato dinner for the husband, put away all dishes from dinner, and helped out with our 3 year old as best as I could. Tomorrow I hope to tackle the bathrooms. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">I have clutter everywhere. I'm ashamed of it and not proud. I'm a pretty mild hoarder, but also have ADD, so things often get set somewhere and totally forgotten about. Once I finally find the courage to work on my "organized chaos" I feel overwhelmed and quick to give up. Not now! I need this apartment in perfect shape for my Nanner bug to come home. Also, if I'm going to be on the mend from surgery for 2 weeks to a month, it needs to be in pristine condition then too. I believe my mother wants to come out to help and the husband may be able to get some time off. Needless to say, I will be on the mend and unable to do everything on my own. And it is going to KILL me! Lastly, we are going to add a new member to our family here in about 5 or so weeks. No, I'm not pregnant. We are getting a kitten. I don't want kitty to feel overwhelmed in his new environment either, nor do I want him hiding or pottying in any random pile he can find. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">So! With that being said, this is my hoarder confession. I'd post pictures to show progress, but at the time I'm just not willing to comply (haha). I might. But here I am stating my intentions for all to see. In the past, I have made goals with horrible or nonexistent follow through, and I'm hoping to change. </span>Janehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05815747879462037168noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9021549293981604437.post-490324114397259012012-06-15T16:55:00.004-07:002012-06-15T16:55:47.276-07:005 Question Friday<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">1. Would you grow your hair out to donate it?</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana;">~ I actually used to do that in high school. Probably not any more considering it takes a decade for my hair to even grow past my shoulders. Maybe someday again.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana;">2. What song makes you think of summer?</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana;">~ You know, I've never really thought about it. I would say "All Summer Long" by Kid Rock.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana;">3. Are you a flip flop or sandals kind of person?</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana;">~ Well, I am from California.. Definitely flip flops.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana;">4. Favorite summer treat?</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana;">~ Call me crazy here, watermelon. I'm not overly huge on snow cones or much of anything like that. But I can definitely eat watermelon and cherries all day long in the summer. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana;">5. Do you do something special for the father of your children?</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana;">~ To be honest, not really. I don't care too much for Mother's Day, and he doesn't care much for Father's Day. The kids on the other hand, they love to tell him "happy Father's Day" and get little things for him. Frankly, I think it should be up to the kids to do the little things for the parents on those days.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana;">The questions for 5QF can be found at: <a href="http://fivecrookedhalos.blogspot.com/">http://fivecrookedhalos.blogspot.com/</a></span>Janehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05815747879462037168noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9021549293981604437.post-63536059272400718452012-06-08T14:03:00.003-07:002012-06-11T00:26:07.054-07:005 Question Friday!<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #0e1029; line-height: 20px;"><span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #0e1029; line-height: 20px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #0e1029; line-height: 20px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #0e1029; line-height: 20px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #0e1029; line-height: 20px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #0e1029; line-height: 20px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #0e1029; line-height: 20px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #0e1029; line-height: 20px;">1.
D</span></span></span></span></span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px;">id you do anything special for
your kids on the last day of school? Or did you parents do anything special for
you?</span></span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #0e1029; font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; line-height: 20px;">~ Shannon's last day of school was also her Kindergarten graduation. She got to go play at her grandparents and got a special lunch. I would like to do something every year though. I think it would be fun. I also used to get certain price amounts for whether I got A's or B's. </span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #0e1029; line-height: 20px;"><span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px;">2. W</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px;">hat's your favorite summer
tradition with your children?</span></span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #0e1029; line-height: 20px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px;"></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #0e1029; font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; line-height: 20px;">~ I don't have one. I need to start one! </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #0e1029; line-height: 20px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #0e1029; line-height: 20px;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #0e1029; line-height: 20px;"><span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px;">3. </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px;">What was your favorite thing to
do during the summer as a kid?</span></span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #0e1029; font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; line-height: 20px;">~ Sleep in! No joke. Got to stay up late and sleep in, it was glorious. </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #0e1029; line-height: 20px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #0e1029; line-height: 20px;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #0e1029; line-height: 20px;"><span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px;">4. </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px;">How old were you when you were
married? Were you a Bridezilla?</span></span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #0e1029; line-height: 20px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; line-height: 18px;">~ I got married at 18. Nope, I wasn't.. One must have a wedding or be a bride in order to be a Bridezilla.</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #0e1029; line-height: 20px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #0e1029; line-height: 20px;"><br /></span><span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #0e1029; line-height: 20px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px;">5. W</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #0e1029; line-height: 20px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px;">hat is your favorite girl name?
(I'm needing suggestions.)</span></span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #0e1029; line-height: 20px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; line-height: 18px;">~ I love Shannon and Erin. I had 2 girls and used my 2 favorite girl names. </span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><br /></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #0e1029; line-height: 20px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px;"><span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">The blog where the questions can be found: </span><a href="http://fivecrookedhalos.blogspot.com/"><span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">http://fivecrookedhalos.blogspot.com/</span></a></span></span>Janehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05815747879462037168noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9021549293981604437.post-36282625226918652332012-05-29T17:12:00.003-07:002012-05-29T17:12:51.385-07:00Miss Shannon<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">As I said in an earlier post or two, we had Shannon tested for ADHD/ADD towards the end of 2011. The results came back as definitely ADHD Hyperactive, but strong possibility of Inattentive/Hyperactive ADHD with ODD. We tried to change a few things, but I was still noticing different, very strong behaviors in her. So about a month and a half ago, I filled out a questionnaire to have her tested for Asperger Syndrome. Well, I got the test results back today, and I'm still just as confused as I was a few months ago. It wasn't as clear and detailed as the one we had done for ADHD. My questionnaire showed it is "likely" that she has Asperger Syndrom. The teacher's questionnaire showed it's "unlikely" that she has it. So to me, that is still a 50/50 chance. My next step will be to try and set up an appointment at the Child Development Clinic at the University of Utah. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I'm determined to try to do my best for this child. I refuse to just jump straight to medication. I would much rather see a professional who can help with tools for everyday life and intervention. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">This parenting thing is tough. Toughest thing I have ever done in my life, but also the most rewarding. I am not trying to put a label on my child, I'm just trying to do what's best and do right for my bright, special, amazing 6 year old. </span>Janehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05815747879462037168noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9021549293981604437.post-84630515661603918252012-05-28T12:42:00.002-07:002012-05-28T12:42:25.637-07:00Red, White, and Blue<span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Today is Memorial Day. I don't have much going on, since I'm sitting here quite immobile. This has given me an opportunity to think about what this day means to me. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I'm thankful to have been able to serve in the US Air Force. Even if it was for just 2 years, I still said the oath and wore the uniform. I met a lot of incredible people along the way. I'm quite fortunate to still be in contact with most of those people today. Almost everyone has been able to remain out of harms way. I only know of 2 who haven't been so lucky. There are a few others I knew who died, but only 2 who died over in Afghanistan. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">SGT A.J. Creighton and PO1 Chad Regelin are in my thoughts today. I knew Creighton through mutual friends while stationed at the Presidio of Monterey and Goodfellow AFB. Chad's death struck me a bit harder. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">My high school boyfriend was friends with Chad and his older brother, Ryan. I first met Chad and his family during the 4th of July celebration at the Redding Convention Center. Travis and I fell out of contact for a couple of years, but began dating again in 2002. During the time that we dated, or the times we remained good friends, I saw Chad and his family frequently. His mother is one of the sweetest people I have ever met. Always so nice and friendly. Through Facebook, I have been able to remain in communication with her and she would always talk about Chad's journeys and accomplishments. In 2011, Chad was named the USO Sailor of the Year. This was huge for their family. Since Chad was deployed, his parents accepted the award on his behalf. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I'm still trying to wrap my head around his death. You know it can happen to any service member at any time while deployed. I just never expected it to happen to anyone I knew, especially Chad or A.J. It just breaks my heart to see what Chad's mother goes through everyday. I especially want to thank the families of these service members on days like this. Chad's family remain in my thoughts and prayers everyday. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I don't necessarily feel like saying "Happy Memorial Day," so with that I say, enjoy your Memorial Day everyone. But please, don't forget the reason we have this holiday and others like it. While you are BBQing or celebrating however you see fit, please think of those who gave their lives for our country</span>. Janehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05815747879462037168noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9021549293981604437.post-43001091306446582522012-04-27T16:41:00.001-07:002012-04-27T16:43:17.200-07:005 Question Friday!!<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">1. Do you make your kids finish all the food on their plates?</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana;">- No. If they don't like it, they get a piece of bread with peanut butter. They don't have to finish everything on their plates. They usually do if they like what I make. </span><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">2. Do you give an allowance?</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana;">- They are almost 3 and 6, still pretty young for allowances. Although I have thought about paying $1/week for good behavior and keeping her room clean.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">3. Do you actually park your car in the garage?</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana;">- Apartment complex, I park under the carport.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">4. What is one food you will NEVER cook?</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana;">- Mushrooms. Won't eat them and certainly don't want to smell them.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">5. Do you have anything exciting planned for the summer?</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana;">- First day of summer vacation, we are driving to California. Planned: Family reunion/wedding, Giants game, amusement park (Six Flags Discovery Kingdom), and a trip to the Northern California coast.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana;">The questions for 5QF can be found at: <a href="http://fivecrookedhalos.blogspot.com/">http://fivecrookedhalos.blogspot.com/</a></span>Janehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05815747879462037168noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9021549293981604437.post-69185337444551634662012-04-26T08:21:00.001-07:002012-04-26T08:22:05.033-07:002 day streak<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">I haven't posted in forever it seems. And this certainly isn't the first time I've fallen off the "blogging wagon." I know I've been busy, but not busy enough. Some pretty cool events have taken place (ie weight loss, husband's Army graduation, our trek to Missouri and back), so I'm not sure why I haven't written. Last post was from my phone, today I'm on the laptop and they have REALLY changed Blogger around. I do like the new setup, it will just take some time to get used to it. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS;">I do know I definitely became discouraged when it seemed like no one was reading the blog. Yes, call me a big baby. Now there are page views, I see people really were reading my blog. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS;">Maybe I'll start thinking of more interesting stuff to write about. I still have a problem blogging the everyday things. I feel like it isn't exciting enough. Or once in a while I can capture a real thought provoking moment for myself. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS;">I used to write everyday when I was in high school, and not just because I had to either. I did it because I genuinely loved to write. I still do, it just doesn't seem to come to me like it used to. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS;">So, here is day 2 of blogging, let's see how this current streak will pan out. Gotta log out and run off to Weight Watchers anyway!</span>Janehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05815747879462037168noreply@blogger.com1