I found myself irritated today when I woke up. I was in a lot of pain, it didn't matter which way I moved in bed, I hurt. Due to that physical state, I saw no desire to get out of bed. My children were playing quietly in their room, I had my phone and iPad there. I was pretty much convinced I could lie there all day.
But I didn't. After being awake for 20-25 minutes, I convinced myself to get out of bed. Found the willpower and I did it. A few hours later, I was still in a lot of pain and it had me really discouraged. I pretty much stayed on the couch until the husband came home. Wait, I take that back, 30 minutes or so before he walked in the door, I started folding laundry. And that's when it hit me...
A week ago, I couldn't even walk on my own. I still needed to be assisted when I walked. I was finally able to cook dinner tonight for the first time in two weeks. I'm still only 2 weeks post op on my knee as of Thursday. My knee can be bent almost comfortably now, even though I still can't sit Indian style. Another small improvement, I can cross my ankles when I sit on the couch now and I can cross my legs. That is something I haven't been able to do without pain in almost 2 months.
So, when I get discouraged for not being 100% yet, I need to sit back and look at the small accomplishments. I've always been this way though, so it's hard to be any different. I'm my biggest (and worst) critic when it comes to some things. Today I was proud of myself for not completely beating myself up. Saturday was the first day I was walking completely unassisted. That was less than a week ago! I just need to keep exercising the way the doctor showed me; I need to keep getting up and moving, even if it hurts. I can do this! I just need to be my biggest fan or cheerleader versus critic. I can do this!!
Team Beachbody!
Wednesday, July 25, 2012
Saturday, July 21, 2012
So excited, I can hardly contain myself
Today, my mom and I went and looked at a gym I researched a month ago. I was waiting to go tour and talk to the membership director because of my upcoming knee surgery. Well, surgery was on the 11th and went great! Knee was actually in better shape than anticipated.
This gym is AMAZING! It has 20 indoor/outdoor tennis courts, racquetball, basketball, free weights, machines, cardio machines, indoor/outdoor track, spin room, fitness classes, pool, spa, bar, and supplement/drink shop. Seriously, it has everything and more I've ever wanted in a gym.
Starting next week, I want to start doing the Wii Fit again and use a stationary bike (as suggested by the orthopedic surgeon). In the next few weeks, I'd like to get that membership going and get rated to play tennis at the gym's club. Once I start that, I would also like to swap out the Wii Fit for my TurboFire program.
I've lost 20 lbs so far with Weight Watchers and I still have about 25-30 more to go. Goal now is to lose and tone up. And I cannot wait to get started!!!
This gym is AMAZING! It has 20 indoor/outdoor tennis courts, racquetball, basketball, free weights, machines, cardio machines, indoor/outdoor track, spin room, fitness classes, pool, spa, bar, and supplement/drink shop. Seriously, it has everything and more I've ever wanted in a gym.
Starting next week, I want to start doing the Wii Fit again and use a stationary bike (as suggested by the orthopedic surgeon). In the next few weeks, I'd like to get that membership going and get rated to play tennis at the gym's club. Once I start that, I would also like to swap out the Wii Fit for my TurboFire program.
I've lost 20 lbs so far with Weight Watchers and I still have about 25-30 more to go. Goal now is to lose and tone up. And I cannot wait to get started!!!
Friday, July 20, 2012
PS...
Just forgot something for the last post. Not only should one not tell people what to post and what not to post on social network sites, don't tell people how to live their lives either!!!
Things in life will only be a big deal if someone makes it a big deal. What's the saying, no use making mountains out of mole hills??
Things in life will only be a big deal if someone makes it a big deal. What's the saying, no use making mountains out of mole hills??
Something has been on my mind
So, once again I am fed up with the world of social networking. Remember a year ago or longer when I said social networking isn't the place for dating and such? Well, who am I to judge what social networking is for..? That's the main point I am getting at here.
I am beyond tired of seeing the constant pity parties, whining, self-loathing, beyond unintelligent posts I see on Facebook. The sheer stupidity of people never ceases to amaze me. But, I still don't feel like it is my job to tell someone what they should or shouldn't post on social sites. After all, that's what they are intended for. Also, I don't feel like anyone should try to dictate what myself or others do either.
I rarely take offense to things or become offended in any way. It is REALLY hard to shock me too. So, the other day this family friend wrote a post on Facebook. Voicing his opinion of what should and should not be posted basically. Also telling us, his "friends," there would be a "strike three" rule implemented. I'm pretty sure one of the examples he gave of things to probably not share on Facebook was semi directed at me.
After I took my bandages and wrap off my knee (I recently had arthroscopic knee surgery) I took a photo and posted it to my mother's "wall." No big deal, I thought it would be easier than posting it on my own for everyone to see. Granted, it wasn't THAT gross at all. So, one of this person's examples was to not post recent surgery scars either. How could I NOT think that wasn't meant for me?? Well, maybe unless someone else had posted one that truly was obscene.
It bothered me most of the night and part of the next morning. Who are we to tell others what they should and should not post? Granted I am somewhat guilty for complaining about things people "liked" on some random page and it still popped up on my wall. Thank you, friend, for "liking" the photo of the woman on the guy's shoulders in a towel. Said male was pinning the girl against the wall with his face into her crotch. Disgusting, and I didn't need to see it on my wall, and my 3 year old next to me certainly didn't need to see anything of that sort. But, I didn't go to that friend and tell him not to "like" or comment on that stuff because it would pop up in my feed. I just simply changed some settings.
Anyway, my point here is I shouldn't have to think before posting something if it's going to offend someone or cause someone to unfriend me. Really, it's my page, I will do with it as I see fit. If you don't like what I say or post on there, unfriend me. It's really quite easy and would save from any unnecessary drama or bullshit. With that being said. Rant over. Thinking it's time for bed. Until tomorrow, my friends.
I am beyond tired of seeing the constant pity parties, whining, self-loathing, beyond unintelligent posts I see on Facebook. The sheer stupidity of people never ceases to amaze me. But, I still don't feel like it is my job to tell someone what they should or shouldn't post on social sites. After all, that's what they are intended for. Also, I don't feel like anyone should try to dictate what myself or others do either.
I rarely take offense to things or become offended in any way. It is REALLY hard to shock me too. So, the other day this family friend wrote a post on Facebook. Voicing his opinion of what should and should not be posted basically. Also telling us, his "friends," there would be a "strike three" rule implemented. I'm pretty sure one of the examples he gave of things to probably not share on Facebook was semi directed at me.
After I took my bandages and wrap off my knee (I recently had arthroscopic knee surgery) I took a photo and posted it to my mother's "wall." No big deal, I thought it would be easier than posting it on my own for everyone to see. Granted, it wasn't THAT gross at all. So, one of this person's examples was to not post recent surgery scars either. How could I NOT think that wasn't meant for me?? Well, maybe unless someone else had posted one that truly was obscene.
It bothered me most of the night and part of the next morning. Who are we to tell others what they should and should not post? Granted I am somewhat guilty for complaining about things people "liked" on some random page and it still popped up on my wall. Thank you, friend, for "liking" the photo of the woman on the guy's shoulders in a towel. Said male was pinning the girl against the wall with his face into her crotch. Disgusting, and I didn't need to see it on my wall, and my 3 year old next to me certainly didn't need to see anything of that sort. But, I didn't go to that friend and tell him not to "like" or comment on that stuff because it would pop up in my feed. I just simply changed some settings.
Anyway, my point here is I shouldn't have to think before posting something if it's going to offend someone or cause someone to unfriend me. Really, it's my page, I will do with it as I see fit. If you don't like what I say or post on there, unfriend me. It's really quite easy and would save from any unnecessary drama or bullshit. With that being said. Rant over. Thinking it's time for bed. Until tomorrow, my friends.
Friday, July 6, 2012
Five Question Friday
1. Is love at 1st sight possible?
~ NO! Heavens no. Lust at first sight, yes; lust at first sight, no!
2. How did you choose your pet's name?
~ Easy, I didn't choose it. My husband and I battled over names for over a week. I don't remember how he came up with the name, but I eventually agreed. Thorgrim Doomhammer.
3. What are you considering giving up (cable, home phone)?
~ Not sure if there's much of anything I'm considering giving up. If it came down to it, I'd give up the home phone. Or I would try to downgrade our cable, get rid of the movie channels.
4. How much do you pay your babysitter?
~ 10/hr for our 14 year old babysitter usually. $5/each kid.
5. How "young" is old enough to babysit?
~ When I was a kid, I believe the rule was 13. At 13, I was able to take a babysitting class at a local hospital. So, I like if the babysitter is 13 or older.
The questions for 5GF can be found at: http://fivecrookedhalos.blogspot.com/
~ NO! Heavens no. Lust at first sight, yes; lust at first sight, no!
2. How did you choose your pet's name?
~ Easy, I didn't choose it. My husband and I battled over names for over a week. I don't remember how he came up with the name, but I eventually agreed. Thorgrim Doomhammer.
3. What are you considering giving up (cable, home phone)?
~ Not sure if there's much of anything I'm considering giving up. If it came down to it, I'd give up the home phone. Or I would try to downgrade our cable, get rid of the movie channels.
4. How much do you pay your babysitter?
~ 10/hr for our 14 year old babysitter usually. $5/each kid.
5. How "young" is old enough to babysit?
~ When I was a kid, I believe the rule was 13. At 13, I was able to take a babysitting class at a local hospital. So, I like if the babysitter is 13 or older.
The questions for 5GF can be found at: http://fivecrookedhalos.blogspot.com/
Friday, June 29, 2012
5QF
1. What's your favorite childhood snack that you still eat as an adult?
~ No idea, I didn't really snack much. So I'm not totally sure how to answer this. One thing I absolutely loved as a kid was peanut butter on apple slices!
2. What food will you not eat the low fat version of?
~ Haha, there's definitely more than one!! I'm more into practicing self control of the good foods vs constantly going low fat.
3. What's your favorite way to cool off during the summer?
~ Peach iced tea and a cold apartment!
4. What's your favorite summer read?
~ Anything? I don't have a specific book I read just during the summer. I'll read anything that looks good.
5. What are you doing to stay cool during this awful heat?
~ Awful heat?? Oh man, this is a mild summer, haha. I grew up with 110-120 degree temperature. To stay cool, I stay hydrated, stick to the shade, and eat lots of fresh fruit!
The questions for 5QF can be found at: http://fivecrookedhalos.blogspot.com/
~ No idea, I didn't really snack much. So I'm not totally sure how to answer this. One thing I absolutely loved as a kid was peanut butter on apple slices!
2. What food will you not eat the low fat version of?
~ Haha, there's definitely more than one!! I'm more into practicing self control of the good foods vs constantly going low fat.
3. What's your favorite way to cool off during the summer?
~ Peach iced tea and a cold apartment!
4. What's your favorite summer read?
~ Anything? I don't have a specific book I read just during the summer. I'll read anything that looks good.
5. What are you doing to stay cool during this awful heat?
~ Awful heat?? Oh man, this is a mild summer, haha. I grew up with 110-120 degree temperature. To stay cool, I stay hydrated, stick to the shade, and eat lots of fresh fruit!
The questions for 5QF can be found at: http://fivecrookedhalos.blogspot.com/
Monday, June 18, 2012
Day 3, Complete
Day 1: Kitchen
Day 2: Laundry
Day 3: Bathrooms and all of the above.
I think I did pretty okay. Did toilets, front bathroom sink, litter box and swept front bathroom. I picked all the clothes and towels up in the back bathroom. Got a hold on laundry, did bedding, cooked meals, and washed all the dishes from today. I would say I'm fairly content with today's progress. This was all on top of helping out with my friend's 5 kids downstairs. She was admitted to the hospital early this morning and had her gallbladder removed this afternoon. It's 1130 at night and I'm finally getting a chance to rest a little more. Not sure what I have set as my goal for tomorrow. Maybe the dining room so we can eat at the table as a family again.
Growing up, we only ate at the dining room table once, maybe twice a year. Aside from that, it was the hub or store all for random items and junk. I seem to have carried on this trait from my childhood. So as an adult, I have always enjoyed sitting down and actually eating a meal with my little family.
To some this may seem like some boring post about a housewife actually seeing to her housewife duties. To me it is something more. I'm attempting to hold myself accountable and keep track of the progress I make. I've been pretty happy lately as well. Maybe my sense of accomplishment, or lack thereof, really does affect my mood!
Day 2: Laundry
Day 3: Bathrooms and all of the above.
I think I did pretty okay. Did toilets, front bathroom sink, litter box and swept front bathroom. I picked all the clothes and towels up in the back bathroom. Got a hold on laundry, did bedding, cooked meals, and washed all the dishes from today. I would say I'm fairly content with today's progress. This was all on top of helping out with my friend's 5 kids downstairs. She was admitted to the hospital early this morning and had her gallbladder removed this afternoon. It's 1130 at night and I'm finally getting a chance to rest a little more. Not sure what I have set as my goal for tomorrow. Maybe the dining room so we can eat at the table as a family again.
Growing up, we only ate at the dining room table once, maybe twice a year. Aside from that, it was the hub or store all for random items and junk. I seem to have carried on this trait from my childhood. So as an adult, I have always enjoyed sitting down and actually eating a meal with my little family.
To some this may seem like some boring post about a housewife actually seeing to her housewife duties. To me it is something more. I'm attempting to hold myself accountable and keep track of the progress I make. I've been pretty happy lately as well. Maybe my sense of accomplishment, or lack thereof, really does affect my mood!
Sunday, June 17, 2012
In Touch With Reality?
I think so...
Reality has sunk in, mostly. I've been injured since May 24th. I saw the orthopedic surgeon this week and he's almost 100% positive it is a torn meniscus. To what degree, we are still unsure. I will most likely have an MRI done this week. My next appointment with the doc is on the 28th.
I left his office fighting back tears. There is so much I'd like to do and so much I'm still trying to do. I have 2 great tennis rackets and now have the ambition and the funds to join a local tennis club. That will now have to be put on hold. I wanna do awesome things with my babies this summer, and those plans will have to be temporarily put on hold as well.
The self pity party started back up again Thursday night at the Toby Keith concert and continued into last night. No more! I have decided there is no time better than ever other than now to carry on my weight loss journey. After all, I started this voyage without clearance to do much physical activity due to my asthma. After talking to 2 really awesome friends, I've decided to stick with weight watchers through to recovery. One friend made a very valid point tonight that my recovery will be MUCH easier if I maintain my healthy diet. So that is just what I'm going to do. I will still try to be as active as my knee and doctor allow, but I will not break myself worse than I already may be.
Also, I have about 2 1/2 weeks before my 6 year old returns home from grandma's house. She brings such joy to my life and I can't wait to have her back. Needless to say, my housewife skills have been less than stellar over the past few months. So, I would like to use these 2 1/2 weeks of just having one child to my absolute benefit.
For the last 2 days in a row, I've picked one larger daily task. The first day was the kitchen. I got all the dishes done and decluttered most of the counters, it was definitely an improvement. When my knee said it was time to quit, I did, and still felt a sense of accomplishment. Today, my task was to get all caught up on laundry and de-clutter some of the random clothes strung about in my bedroom. I was folding clothes from about 10/11 am until about 9:30 tonight. I even made a wonderful steak and potato dinner for the husband, put away all dishes from dinner, and helped out with our 3 year old as best as I could. Tomorrow I hope to tackle the bathrooms.
I have clutter everywhere. I'm ashamed of it and not proud. I'm a pretty mild hoarder, but also have ADD, so things often get set somewhere and totally forgotten about. Once I finally find the courage to work on my "organized chaos" I feel overwhelmed and quick to give up. Not now! I need this apartment in perfect shape for my Nanner bug to come home. Also, if I'm going to be on the mend from surgery for 2 weeks to a month, it needs to be in pristine condition then too. I believe my mother wants to come out to help and the husband may be able to get some time off. Needless to say, I will be on the mend and unable to do everything on my own. And it is going to KILL me! Lastly, we are going to add a new member to our family here in about 5 or so weeks. No, I'm not pregnant. We are getting a kitten. I don't want kitty to feel overwhelmed in his new environment either, nor do I want him hiding or pottying in any random pile he can find.
So! With that being said, this is my hoarder confession. I'd post pictures to show progress, but at the time I'm just not willing to comply (haha). I might. But here I am stating my intentions for all to see. In the past, I have made goals with horrible or nonexistent follow through, and I'm hoping to change.
Reality has sunk in, mostly. I've been injured since May 24th. I saw the orthopedic surgeon this week and he's almost 100% positive it is a torn meniscus. To what degree, we are still unsure. I will most likely have an MRI done this week. My next appointment with the doc is on the 28th.
I left his office fighting back tears. There is so much I'd like to do and so much I'm still trying to do. I have 2 great tennis rackets and now have the ambition and the funds to join a local tennis club. That will now have to be put on hold. I wanna do awesome things with my babies this summer, and those plans will have to be temporarily put on hold as well.
The self pity party started back up again Thursday night at the Toby Keith concert and continued into last night. No more! I have decided there is no time better than ever other than now to carry on my weight loss journey. After all, I started this voyage without clearance to do much physical activity due to my asthma. After talking to 2 really awesome friends, I've decided to stick with weight watchers through to recovery. One friend made a very valid point tonight that my recovery will be MUCH easier if I maintain my healthy diet. So that is just what I'm going to do. I will still try to be as active as my knee and doctor allow, but I will not break myself worse than I already may be.
Also, I have about 2 1/2 weeks before my 6 year old returns home from grandma's house. She brings such joy to my life and I can't wait to have her back. Needless to say, my housewife skills have been less than stellar over the past few months. So, I would like to use these 2 1/2 weeks of just having one child to my absolute benefit.
For the last 2 days in a row, I've picked one larger daily task. The first day was the kitchen. I got all the dishes done and decluttered most of the counters, it was definitely an improvement. When my knee said it was time to quit, I did, and still felt a sense of accomplishment. Today, my task was to get all caught up on laundry and de-clutter some of the random clothes strung about in my bedroom. I was folding clothes from about 10/11 am until about 9:30 tonight. I even made a wonderful steak and potato dinner for the husband, put away all dishes from dinner, and helped out with our 3 year old as best as I could. Tomorrow I hope to tackle the bathrooms.
I have clutter everywhere. I'm ashamed of it and not proud. I'm a pretty mild hoarder, but also have ADD, so things often get set somewhere and totally forgotten about. Once I finally find the courage to work on my "organized chaos" I feel overwhelmed and quick to give up. Not now! I need this apartment in perfect shape for my Nanner bug to come home. Also, if I'm going to be on the mend from surgery for 2 weeks to a month, it needs to be in pristine condition then too. I believe my mother wants to come out to help and the husband may be able to get some time off. Needless to say, I will be on the mend and unable to do everything on my own. And it is going to KILL me! Lastly, we are going to add a new member to our family here in about 5 or so weeks. No, I'm not pregnant. We are getting a kitten. I don't want kitty to feel overwhelmed in his new environment either, nor do I want him hiding or pottying in any random pile he can find.
So! With that being said, this is my hoarder confession. I'd post pictures to show progress, but at the time I'm just not willing to comply (haha). I might. But here I am stating my intentions for all to see. In the past, I have made goals with horrible or nonexistent follow through, and I'm hoping to change.
Friday, June 15, 2012
5 Question Friday
1. Would you grow your hair out to donate it?
~ I actually used to do that in high school. Probably not any more considering it takes a decade for my hair to even grow past my shoulders. Maybe someday again.
2. What song makes you think of summer?
~ You know, I've never really thought about it. I would say "All Summer Long" by Kid Rock.
3. Are you a flip flop or sandals kind of person?
~ Well, I am from California.. Definitely flip flops.
4. Favorite summer treat?
~ Call me crazy here, watermelon. I'm not overly huge on snow cones or much of anything like that. But I can definitely eat watermelon and cherries all day long in the summer.
5. Do you do something special for the father of your children?
~ To be honest, not really. I don't care too much for Mother's Day, and he doesn't care much for Father's Day. The kids on the other hand, they love to tell him "happy Father's Day" and get little things for him. Frankly, I think it should be up to the kids to do the little things for the parents on those days.
The questions for 5QF can be found at: http://fivecrookedhalos.blogspot.com/
~ I actually used to do that in high school. Probably not any more considering it takes a decade for my hair to even grow past my shoulders. Maybe someday again.
2. What song makes you think of summer?
~ You know, I've never really thought about it. I would say "All Summer Long" by Kid Rock.
3. Are you a flip flop or sandals kind of person?
~ Well, I am from California.. Definitely flip flops.
4. Favorite summer treat?
~ Call me crazy here, watermelon. I'm not overly huge on snow cones or much of anything like that. But I can definitely eat watermelon and cherries all day long in the summer.
5. Do you do something special for the father of your children?
~ To be honest, not really. I don't care too much for Mother's Day, and he doesn't care much for Father's Day. The kids on the other hand, they love to tell him "happy Father's Day" and get little things for him. Frankly, I think it should be up to the kids to do the little things for the parents on those days.
The questions for 5QF can be found at: http://fivecrookedhalos.blogspot.com/
Friday, June 8, 2012
5 Question Friday!
1.
Did you do anything special for
your kids on the last day of school? Or did you parents do anything special for
you?
~ Shannon's last day of school was also her Kindergarten graduation. She got to go play at her grandparents and got a special lunch. I would like to do something every year though. I think it would be fun. I also used to get certain price amounts for whether I got A's or B's.
2. What's your favorite summer tradition with your children?
~ I don't have one. I need to start one!
3. What was your favorite thing to do during the summer as a kid?
~ Sleep in! No joke. Got to stay up late and sleep in, it was glorious.
4. How old were you when you were married? Were you a Bridezilla?
~ I got married at 18. Nope, I wasn't.. One must have a wedding or be a bride in order to be a Bridezilla.
5. What is your favorite girl name? (I'm needing suggestions.)
~ I love Shannon and Erin. I had 2 girls and used my 2 favorite girl names.
The blog where the questions can be found: http://fivecrookedhalos.blogspot.com/
~ Shannon's last day of school was also her Kindergarten graduation. She got to go play at her grandparents and got a special lunch. I would like to do something every year though. I think it would be fun. I also used to get certain price amounts for whether I got A's or B's.
2. What's your favorite summer tradition with your children?
~ I don't have one. I need to start one!
3. What was your favorite thing to do during the summer as a kid?
~ Sleep in! No joke. Got to stay up late and sleep in, it was glorious.
4. How old were you when you were married? Were you a Bridezilla?
~ I got married at 18. Nope, I wasn't.. One must have a wedding or be a bride in order to be a Bridezilla.
5. What is your favorite girl name? (I'm needing suggestions.)
~ I love Shannon and Erin. I had 2 girls and used my 2 favorite girl names.
The blog where the questions can be found: http://fivecrookedhalos.blogspot.com/
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